I miss my Boyfriend ;)

Hello everyone,I feel sometimes like I've truly lost my way . I really care about him but I miss him way too much when he is gone . I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother for those were some of the best times of my life.Where are you now?What are you doing ? Who are you with ? What are you thinking ? God , i miss you , always do . er You are my all , my soulmate ,  my everything.
* Can anyone with a heart please give me advice for my bleeding one? Thank you for reading this really :)